But, of course, there is the whole question of "Who am I?" What is my self image? I've been out playing in storms most of my adult life. I don't want to stop. But I also don't want to be stupid. I study the waves and wind and currents before going out. I also like my strong, lightweight, orange helmet.
So I force myself to give it a try because I'm pretty damn sure that once I'm out there it will be exciting and fun and in the end I'll be glad I went.
Turned out to be the case. The strange thing is that I have been having trouble with pain from the stenosis in my lower back. Somehow getting tumbled in the surf seems to give a really nice deep tissue massage and I've been pain free since going out this afternoon. How I feel tomorrow may be another story. We shall see.
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